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Stay With Me, Chapter 1Chapter 1
Stay with me. Stay with me. Was all I could think as I watched her walk away from me. She was walking away from me and I couldnt let her go. I loved this beautiful creature beyond possible. Yet she knew this and she was still walking away from me.
I was nearly at tears as I saw her back getting farer and farer away from me. I then tried to move. To go after her but I couldnt move at all. I was wrapped up in chains to a cement pole. I tried to break the chains but they wouldnt move on bit. I pushed and pushed against them as I watched her. I finally just yelled to her.
Stay with me I yelled at her.
She stopped in her tracks. I looked at her standing there frozen to the spot. Had I said the right thing to make her stop and come back to me? But then she spoke.
But if I stay I will cease to exist. I need to leave you before I cease. I love you and you will get out of those chains eventually She said as she walked again.
HimLiving with the fact
That you can't have the one person
That is destined to be yours,
Is the worst pain in the world.
Having to see them day in and day out.
To watch them with others
And to know that you can never
Have that place beside them that should be yours.
Lost and so lonely in this world.
Wanting to end the pain
Because you know that it will never end while you breath.
Why does my heart desire him so much?
Why can't I just be with someone else?
Why did it have to be him?
Is this a way to punish me for something?
Knowing I can never have him.
LingerYour presence still lingers here
Clinging its claws into everything.
I'm so tired of the memories.
Why won't you leave me alone?
Wounds that won't ever heal
Because you are a deep part of me.
The pain is too real to handle.
Screaming and crying for you
To just leave me alone.
Yet you hold onto me with your claws.
All Here For A ReasonI turned onto a shady, well-manicured driveway that, for all intents and purposes, looked harmless enough. Maple trees lined both sides of the street, and a parade of Canadian geese marched across the road to a wide duck pond with a flamboyant fountain. There were blooming crepe myrtles and rose-of-sharons, and as I grew closer to my destination, neatly trimmed gardens with neatly trimmed bushes.
I stopped to let the geese pass. They looked at me; one hissed. I honked my horn and moved around them.
At the end of the road sat a collection of grayish buildings and a number of signs directing me to the appropriate parking lot. "Welcome to Ten Creeks Hospital," said one of them. "Please enjoy your stay." I parked in the visitor's lot. Surely I wouldn't be staying.
I was shaking when I got out of my car. I had spent the morning getting high. One foot in front of the other, flip-flop noises, hot sidewalk. Mulberry and magnolia trees, freshly shaved grass. A bench and pan for smokers. A set o
[transmissions of a dead girl]i am the
moon: i am
the silver pill
to weigh down
into leaden eyes--
i am the
of the dark.
the stars are
all dead in their
you'll be safe, dear,
as i am the moon,
with all of your
(i am good bye and yet,
you think only of romantic
i am the moon.
i am the crescent
and dead altogether,
i still die.
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