|Is part one of a six part series which can be found in my gallery|
HimLiving with the factHim by ~tealeaf27
That you can't have the one person
That is destined to be yours,
Is the worst pain in the world.
Having to see them day in and day out.
To watch them with others
And to know that you can never
Have that place beside them that should be yours.
Lost and so lonely in this world.
Wanting to end the pain
Because you know that it will never end while you breath.
Why does my heart desire him so much?
Why can't I just be with someone else?
Why did it have to be him?
Is this a way to punish me for something?
Knowing I can never have him.
LingerYour presence still lingers hereLinger by ~tealeaf27
Clinging its claws into everything.
I'm so tired of the memories.
Why won't you leave me alone?
Wounds that won't ever heal
Because you are a deep part of me.
The pain is too real to handle.
Screaming and crying for you
To just leave me alone.
Yet you hold onto me with your claws.
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The Change Chapter 1 Page 2Present day...
It has been five months since I almost died, as I confess this to the part of me that's still in denial its echo's countless throughout my mind.
Every night, I'm transported into a nightmare. And suddenly, I'm drowning over and over again.
I wake up wet and sticky from the massive amount of sweat, I gasp as my eyes dart from my mother to my father, and then to my little sister.
They're worried faces are permanently carved i